Who Am I?
Sometimes I question Who am I?....When I look for the answer the question turns into a wonder
I havnt really come to a conclusion even one single time whenever I wondered....yet I still keep wondering.... Its more of a thrill now..and I have come to realise tht Im not 1 single person..
Yeah, I think Im not always the same person..Im a modification ..another edition of myself..some reprint..some copy but yet different...Yes, Im a different person with different people at different times.
For instance, When Im with my juniors Id either be very bossy and at times I could be so very considerate..
Is this normal? And even if it is..(I can't care less if it isn't) ..Is it right.?..
Do we all have these Dissociative Identtities..(alrite thts what Multiple personality disorder is suposd to be..)? If not, Why do I see guys behaving so differently with their Girlfriends..Y are they so different..
I have seen such rude people being so polite with their Girlfrns, being so "So Good..So sweet"..well Girlfrns are another tpic..so ill not mix up..
But Y du we behave differently... Sumtimes its just nothing...I mean U wud do sumthng and suddenly on another day U wnt feel like..Is it just me? Is this Imperfection..? Well If this is..then wat is "Perfect" supposd to mean..
Ill Pick up few lines from Avril Lavigne's "Complicated" (LEt Go)(One of my personal favourites)
Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Laid back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it beyou will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one
but you've become Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
you look like a fool to me
Tell me Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting
like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
and you turn it into honestly and promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Recently, I was sittin n my mess..and my Maharaj made me realise that Im like an atom..I have my own Nucleus tht comprises of my true nature and then the Electrons (My Instantaneous Behaviour..MIB) get influenced by the External fields...Thts the people around me...
So..Does that mean tht the people around me are responsible for my behaviour...Is it their responsibility to bring the best out of me..Or is it still mine..? Is my Nucleus supposed to be able to handle all the external fields..?
What is Perfect?
How Am i to know..??
Still Wondering...
I havnt really come to a conclusion even one single time whenever I wondered....yet I still keep wondering.... Its more of a thrill now..and I have come to realise tht Im not 1 single person..
Yeah, I think Im not always the same person..Im a modification ..another edition of myself..some reprint..some copy but yet different...Yes, Im a different person with different people at different times.
For instance, When Im with my juniors Id either be very bossy and at times I could be so very considerate..
Is this normal? And even if it is..(I can't care less if it isn't) ..Is it right.?..
Do we all have these Dissociative Identtities..(alrite thts what Multiple personality disorder is suposd to be..)? If not, Why do I see guys behaving so differently with their Girlfriends..Y are they so different..
I have seen such rude people being so polite with their Girlfrns, being so "So Good..So sweet"..well Girlfrns are another tpic..so ill not mix up..
But Y du we behave differently... Sumtimes its just nothing...I mean U wud do sumthng and suddenly on another day U wnt feel like..Is it just me? Is this Imperfection..? Well If this is..then wat is "Perfect" supposd to mean..
Ill Pick up few lines from Avril Lavigne's "Complicated" (LEt Go)(One of my personal favourites)
Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Laid back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it beyou will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one
but you've become Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
you look like a fool to me
Tell me Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting
like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
and you turn it into honestly and promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Recently, I was sittin n my mess..and my Maharaj made me realise that Im like an atom..I have my own Nucleus tht comprises of my true nature and then the Electrons (My Instantaneous Behaviour..MIB) get influenced by the External fields...Thts the people around me...
So..Does that mean tht the people around me are responsible for my behaviour...Is it their responsibility to bring the best out of me..Or is it still mine..? Is my Nucleus supposed to be able to handle all the external fields..?
What is Perfect?
How Am i to know..??
Still Wondering...
posted by Vikalp at
12:11 PM
2 Comments:
hello there
that was a fine article mr.vikalp... seeems to me that u r into soul searchin..
very few people do that at ur age..
plz.. keep us posted on ur new findings.. urs . mohan
Dat was a very nice and thot-provoking read vikalp.
Yes, each person has got different perosnalities. It varies coz we react differently to different ppl and places. eg: if Mr.A asks u smthng, u mite tell him. if Mr. B asks u the same thng (and u dont lk him), u mite say,"find it urself! or Y ask me huh?"
Dats y no 2 ppl will define you in exactly the same way.
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